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When I Don't Love You Anymore

by The Urbane Decay

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1.
If you have a boyfriend Cheat on him with me He'll never know, if we're careful He'll never know If you have a girlfriend Leave her for me She'll learn to deal It'll hurt, but in time she'll heal I bet she's been there before I bet she's been a whore And she can have you back When I don't love you anymore If you have a boyfriend Tell him it's you He won't understand He'll just look confused Tell him I'm just something You have to do It's been used on me And god knows I'll use it on you I bet you've used it before I bet you've been a whore And he can take you back When you don't love me anymore If you've made your promises Break them like teacups on the floor The thing about promises— You can always make some more But don't make them out to me Don't make them out to me... If you have a boyfriend Cheat on him with me Or if you have a girlfriend Leave her for me I bet they're a whore A regular human revolving door They're cheating on you You've seen the signs, you know that it's true We've all been there before I quit keeping score And they can have you back When I don't love you anymore They can have you back When I don't love you anymore They can take you back When you don't love me anymore
2.
Sex is always better with somebody new Someone who's never demolished you But there's something to be said for a broken-in bed And I don't want it all to myself tonight I don't want it all to myself tonight Sex is always better with someone you hardly know Someone who works at some place you never go Yeah, there's something to be said for a welcoming bed And I don't want it all to myself tonight I don't want it all to myself tonight And I don't want to lie Not anymore Deep down inside I know I'm a whore And I don't want to hear About commitment and trust My heart and my love Are ashes and dust And if I can't learn to trust I still know how to lust Sex is always better when they don't belong to you With your best friend's ex, every kiss is taboo But there's something to be said for a well-worn bed And I don't want it all to myself tonight I don't want it all to myself tonight...
3.
I'm writing a book On the the minutiae of pain There's 52 words for lonely Not including the profane Now I need me some pills To straighten me out I'm so full of loathing I'm so full of doubt Like a monk gone astray Who's no longer devout And all the songs they sing On the radio, in the bars Are about lovers torn asunder By distance, by the stars By time and by folly By destiny and fate By trial and by karma But mostly by mistake I can't find one song On all the records I own That don't make me feel used up Or feel so alone Now you want me to put Your picture back in its frame It's so easy to trap me I'm so easy to take Like a moth in the darkness Drawn into the flame And all the songs they sing On the radio, in the bars Are about lovers torn asunder By distance, by the stars By time and by folly By destiny and fate By trial and by karma But mostly by mistake It's mostly by mistake...
4.
I dreamt I met a girl She was hiding from the sun I went and stood beside her And I knew she was the one She fit like a jigsaw piece Not the last one, but the key Everything builds outwards from That's how she completed me I dreamt that when we kissed She began to fade She turned into mist The wind blew her away She stung my eyes like smoke She smelled of nicotine I was crying when I woke I knew it wasn't a dream I can hold your pillow But you're never coming back to bed I can leave your light on You're never coming back to bed Your books are still on your night stand You're never coming back to bed Your robe is hanging on the door You're never coming back to bed
5.
For ten thousand days I've been waiting for something Some kind of ache Some kind of sting I've been secluded and cloistered Grey and hollow inside Like the shell of an oyster Pearl lost to the tide What is this ache? That swells from the blue It's been ten thousand days That I've been waiting for you My world has been shadows For ten thousand days My reality cast On the walls of a cave How dark defines the light As the yang does the yin You showed me the pearl I had hidden within What is this ache? Illusion or truth? It's been ten thousand days That I've been waiting for you Fate offered me you and told me I can't touch The sweet and bitter ache Has almost become too much The day I can hold you This ache will melt away And I've only been waiting Ten thousand days For ten thousand days I've been waiting to live I've taken my share With nothing to give But I feel reborn Into your hidden world As I place in your palm A shimmering pearl What is this ache? That swells from the blue It's been ten thousand days That I've been waiting for you
6.
I really, really hope I don't make you cringe Like there's bugs on your skin If I say I love you On the phone tonight 'Cause all I really want Is to listen to you talk While I silently walk beside you And hold your hand While I hold your hand While I hold your hand I want to play guitar For you, on your bed While you rest your head On my shoulder And your hair tickles my cheek While you fall asleep 'Cause all I really want Is is to lay awake Unable to sleep To aware of where we touch Where our bodies touch Where our bodies touch Where our bodies touch 'Cause I think you are all I never Dared to hope to find ever Dreamed I'd meet someone so clever I think we should get together Before this chance is gone forever Not saying we have to be tethered But fate has a way of pulling levers Connections made are too soon severed I think we should get together I think we should get together Before this chance is gone forever Gone forever...
7.
I want to see the colour of your eyes Reflected in the window pane When the only light is the sun, barely rising And the only sound are the birds, barely waking And tires, gently on wet pavement As the windowsill drips And your cup touching the counter, gently clicks When birds leave us for the sky They never say goodbye I want to see the fold of the sheets Twisted around your legs The light, grey and soft No colour in the room Sounds all dampened Like cotton in my ears And your chest rises and falls Like a feather in the breeze And I could spend all morning Watching you breath When birds leave us for the sky They never say goodbye

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Songs about crushes, near-misses, long-distance love affairs, infidelity and the inevitability of broken hearts. 2004 vintage.

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released January 1, 2004

Jakob Rehlinger

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The Urbane Decay Toronto, Ontario

The Urbane Decay was an indie pop recording project mainly active between 2002-2010, mainly by Jakob Rehlinger, mainly maudlin and mopey.

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